11.17- I was off kilter yesterday. I'm still reflecting as to why.

 11.17-

I was off kilter yesterday. I'm still reflecting as to why. Put on your seat belt friends this is a deep dive today. I heard hard news yesterday so bear with me please. (A private matter.)

It is often the case that after a significant victory that life has some times of trial and trouble. A voice inside offers shame or self accusation or doubt. Jesus taught His followers more about satan's temptations than any teacher of His time frame.

Satan, according to Jesus, is a liar and murderer. Lies are his native language. He kills the heart and soul and then family loyalty and love. He then pushes a person to more isolation and shame rather than

humility,

repentance,

forgiveness,

grace and reconciliation with the God of love and our fellow man.

When I see this kind of human destruction I try to get alone and think and pray. Self examination and my own soul work.

Then I must get back on track writing about God's love and grace and encouraging people. I need to help others and myself to say "yes" to Jesus and grace and "no" to shame, self destruction and spiritual and physical death.

Lord help us to enjoy this day with you as our shepherd where our cups overflow.

John 8.31 To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. 32 Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

33 They answered him, “We are Abraham’s descendants and have never been slaves of anyone. How can you say that we shall be set free?”

34 Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, everyone who sins is a slave to sin. 35 Now a slave has no permanent place in the family, but a son belongs to it forever. 36 So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. 37 I know that you are Abraham’s descendants. Yet you are looking for a way to kill me, because you have no room for my word. 38 I am telling you what I have seen in the Father’s presence, and you are doing what you have heard from your father.[b]”

39 “Abraham is our father,” they answered.

“If you were Abraham’s children,” said Jesus, “then you would[c] do what Abraham did. 40 As it is, you are looking for a way to kill me, a man who has told you the truth that I heard from God. Abraham did not do such things. 41 You are doing the works of your own father.”

“We are not illegitimate children,” they protested. “The only Father we have is God himself.”

42 Jesus said to them, “If God were your Father, you would love me, for I have come here from God. I have not come on my own; God sent me. 43 Why is my language not clear to you? Because you are unable to hear what I say. 44 You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies. 45 Yet because I tell the truth, you do not believe me! 46 Can any of you prove me guilty of sin? If I am telling the truth, why don’t you believe me? 47 Whoever belongs to God hears what God says. The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God.”

Psalm 23.

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

1 The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
2     He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3     he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
    for his name’s sake.
4 Even though I walk
    through the darkest valley,[a]
I will fear no evil,
    for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
    they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
    in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
    my cup overflows.
6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
    all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
    forever.